finally updated

hello readers..
it's been a while i didn't update my dear damn fucking blog..
sorry, been lil busy with final examination then my diploma convocation..

let's me gossip about my final examination..
actually my very own first final examination for my degree level..
all i can say is i THINK i can do it all well..
I THINK~ =)
insyaallah..
after final is over, i've lil time to spend with my friends and him..
just right after i done with my last paper, me & my dear damn fucking friend, zz went for a overnight..
me & him, she with her beau;ben10..=)
so far, i love spending time with him..he quite adorable..

now let's me gossip about my convocation day..
i went back to hornbill land on May 12th with my dearest sister from another mother; fafa the pusuk.. =)
then on 14th i was out with my dearest besties for one whole day..
it was a blast..
we just have fun, laughed and keep on laughing..
i miss u guys already besties!!
on 15th, me, kina the rabbit (who also my dearest sister from another mother) and fafa the pusuk went to the uitm samarahan getting ourselves a robe for our convocation..
at uitm, we meet our classmates and hang a lil while..
how much i missed my classmates so much..
some of them change for good such as getting fat, getting more hot and hot..
hahaha..
then finally on 16th, it was my convocation day..
i was lil bit nervous(a lot actually) but above of all that, i was so damn fucking HAPPY!! XD
i finally convo..
after all the dramas with my classmates, my buddies, my besties have been paid off..
just i was lil bit down because my ayah didnt came for my convocation because of workload.. =(
back to the topic..
after done with convo, me and my classmates camwhoring a lil bit.. =)
then around 7.30 me went out with my buddies for the last time before i went back to home sweet home on 17th morning..
me and my buddies went for steambot and it was a super duper blast!



what else should i gossip about, huh?
let's me think...
ah, i do mention about 'him', right?
let's me intro a lil bit about him ok..
all i just can say for now is, he one of the kind..
he know how to makes me smile and most important things, there's something about him that i likes but i dont know what it is..
just for now, there's something that hold our back to be together..
and the important part is, i still dont know whether i actually MOVE ON or not..
we just getting close and i think i kind of like it that way..
i know someone who read this will feel offended but all i can say, I'M SORRY..
i didnt mean to hurt u but i've told u before in a million times that i just want to be just friend.
even me with him still just friend just a lil bit close..

i think that's all for now..
now i've 4 month of semester break, so maybe will update much more often..
MAYBE~ =P
btw, enjoy the pics guys!!

to be continue....
xoxo

mental note to myself------> baybee, u should think before decide anything! think what people feel.. put yourself in their shoes!