lazy upadated

hello my dear damn fucking readers..

lately i am so lazy to update new gossip..

but today i think i have something to gossip..

well, on June 6th i was flew back to lepehland.. =P

i have to go back because i want to work here..

i cant barely stand myself if i at home-not-so-sweet-home..

and because i went back here, i have some fight with my ayah because he didnt want me work here..

he so scared that i might end up like my big sis..

HELLO, i'm so not like her la..

i know how to take care myself..

i'm much more independent than her..

till now he didnt want to talk to me..

i'm sorry ayah..

i have my own reasons why i cant stay there..

how am i to move on if i have to face all the memories..

i know someday i have to face it but not now..

i am not yet fully move on and dont ask when should i move on..

'nuff said bout that..

let's talk bout my new work.. =)

well, when i just flew back here i go straight to my dearest friend; ZZ..

we went to HERO just in front of her house because there have vacancy but i think we both dont have rezeki to work there..

but now i got a job as a cashier at MYMYDIN..

hehehe...

but i only start working on this Friday because they want me to settle all the detail such as account bank and the KWSP stuff..

only temporary but they want all have to be settle so i can work..

duhhh..

now i'm helping my mama babysit Baby J at home..

Baby J so lazy!!

always mintak dukung only..

he now 3 month but i can see that he learn fast..

he is genius just like his parents..

he also so chubby that i always cubit2 his cheek sampai merah..

so cute~ =)

this picture was taken a few hours after he been delivered..

next entry i'll update the latest pictures.. =)

btw, i have a great weekends.. =)

i finally meet him..

i miss him so much..

even though we not couple but we both enjoy our moments together..

sound like he just my rebound but what the hell..

people said that after a bad breakup we will have a lot of rebound guys in order to move on..

he basically taken but we love to fooling around..

well, i'm single so i'm ready to mingle..

hahaha...

i know i hurt few people in process of move on but i cant think anythings right now..

all i want now is to enjoy..

i'm scare to have any commitments
 because i have commit for 4 years but this is what i get in the end..

FUCK U!!

to be continue......

mental note to myself-------->baybee, i have to work hard on your job and on your life!!